So, my husband has been leaving me adorable little gifts lately for me when I log into SL. Its really reminded me why I adore this man so much, why I married him, and how lucky I am to have him. His little gifts make my day, even if they are a vase of roses sitting on our dining room table with a silly little prim card. :D

I wouldn't trade this man for anything. I don't think I write enough about him, but even on the days I feel the worst... I feel a little better just seeing a text when I wake up on my cell phone from him with the simple words that say "I love you." He does such sweet small things for me that I think I've been overlooking lately, such as his small gifts, and his "I miss you" texts on his way to work.

Its the little things I love the most about my husband... the things that he does for me to show me he cares. And, today I've made a promise to myself, that I would cherish every single one of these little things, and tell him every day how much I care for him, in return.

So, I'm extremely upset with NCSoft with how they handled my Aion game play problem. I'm really considering canceling my subscription now because of it. But anyway.

With the change of Bluebonnet's texture to springtime grass, I decided to do some landscaping. On my side of the center Bluebonnet hill, I've had this strange cliff type thing going on since we moved in. As I picked up my winter trees, I got the idea in my head that a really nice waterfall would look great in that spot.

My husband and I looked around a couple places. Came across a few waterfalls that look nice. But somehow, we both fell in love with a grotto. We actually seen a couple we were choosing from, but this particular grotto was the one we both agreed on.

Yes. Sai Pennell and her husband... are the owners of a grotto.

I spent a good chunk of the weekend playing Aion, with my SL husband. I've been wanting to get to level 30 so I could buy my level 30 wings, and get my first piece of "Mercy" chain armor for my chanter. Last weekend was one of Aion's Double Experience Weekends, so we took advantage of it and reached level 30 on Saturday. And, I managed to finally buy my new wings, get my armor, and do some crafting. So happy!

Though a while ago, to get the second piece of armor in that set, Jeffry and I created new characters (him a sorcerer, and me a templar) to level them up to level 30 as well. When I tried logging my templar in again, my screen kept freezing and restarting my computer was the only thing that fixes it. Even then, I get about 5 seconds after everything loads, and it freezes again.

So, I set up a support ticket with NCSoft, who told me that my computer is running too hot, which is affecting performance. I've opened the computer case and have a huge fan blowing in there, so we'll see if I'm able to play tonight.

I've been so busy the past week, I haven't had time to do much of anything, and for some reason, I've been dreading logging into Second Life. I'm not sure why, I just don't feel right in SL. I wish I could shake the feeling off, but I'm not sure.

Oh, NSFW photo coming up! Scroll really fast if you have bosses looking over your shoulder!

It might not be that bad, but I like to warn people just in case their workplace is really strict.

It's been brought to my attention that baby Jasmine, hasn't been featured on here for a while. And I don't even think she's made an appearance on the 365 Day project. We shall change that!

Originally I stopped bringing her into blog posts because I realize not everyone enjoys prim babies. Despite the happy responses I got from the pregnancy and such, I think the majority of SL'ers think babies are creepy and such, so I was trying to respect it. Then, once Thanksgiving and Christmas came, my RL has been so busy with family and stuff, that Jasmine Arlene got sent to Grandma Inventory's house, and I recently went and picked her up from there.

So, here is our daughter, Jasmine Arlene, making her first appearance in the 365 Day Project :D

I was working on poses yesterday, and finally have a set that will be released tomorrow. So, a preview of a pose in that set:

I've spent so long inventory organizing the past couple of days, I don't even want to log into SL anymore. But yet I do anyway.

It seems SL for me had turned into a constant need to organize inventory. I have over 57,000 items, and folders upon folders that haven't been filed into proper categories since the POE hunt LAST YEAR. It's ridiculous, and I can't believe I've let it get so bad. I feel like I need to go on a Second Life episode of Hoarders.

But I don't know. I don't think I hoard, I'm just horribly lazy, don't like sorting things, and when I go on a hunt or buy something, its just easier to say "I'll deal with it later." However, I did find this beautiful gown I bought sometime last year for Halloween.

Of course... I never got to wear it for Halloween. Perhaps next year?

I really, really, really LOVE this photo.

'nuff said. :D

I'm not sure my husband will be very happy with me blogging this photo, but I think I'm going to take my chances. (Sometimes I make him sound so mean in my posts, but he's really the sweetest guy you'd ever meet xD)

Our home is something that I'm constantly working on, I never seem to be satisfied with how its furnished, and there's always something I want to change. My current projects now is the entryway, and the artwork for the bedroom. No matter what I put down, it just doesn't feel right in the room. And, Jeffry always lets me do whatever I want to our home. If I tell him what new thing I did to the room, he always just says "Oh, that's cool, honey :D" ... Even when I told him I was going to rez pet pigs all over the house. o.O

For the entry, I was experimenting with pianos for the middle focus piece, and came across this piano from Belle Belle in my inventory. It's a bit primmy, at a little over 100 prims, but its beautiful, and even comes with poses. You know I had to try them out (sadly, by myself last night), in my little white bikini. :O

The following photo is probably NSFW! I don't know if it is or not, but I figure I'd better warn. While we have clothes on, its a pretty provocative photo. Scroll down at your own risk :P

But anyway. I'm not really sure if I would have made it through the past couple months without my husband. He put up with my moodiness from my family, and listened to me rant, complain, and occasionally lash out at him for no apparent reason. We've had a lot of downs because of my moods last month, but he was able to tolerate me at my worst. And, his feelings never wavered from me.

I'm really excited because with the RL family gone, who seemed to like hovering over my shoulder and like asking what I was doing all the time, I can spend some more time in SL with the one person who was brave enough to handle my angry, "I hate the world" attitude. He came into SL to cuddle with me for the first time in ages today. I loved it so much, and it made me so happy.

I would marry this man 20 times if he'd let me. :P

As creepy as they are, I really, really love these eyes.